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my last judo comp...

9:16 PM, Wednesday, July 12, 2006

how do i feel now?
the throbbing pain on the forehead as well as in the heart...
i let alot of pple down.
but when i finished the match, the pple i tot of was qinqi & sul.
becos i rmb-ed qinqi said she wanted the bronze so badly...
and i was so hurt inside becos i failed to accomplish that on our behalf that & i failed to live up to expectations...

it's like being back to square one.
who likes that feeling anyway...

sorry girls that we didn't get what we wanted
but thank you girls for your undying spirit and determination...which was extremely touching.
sorry sul that i was free kill for that brown belt..
but thank you sul for letting me know i have improved altho it's not enuff to allow me to win a match.

Above all, we learnt.
We lost our trophy but we gained the importance of teamwork.
We lost the match but we realised the efforts everyone has put in so that we can make it possible.
and we have, do you know that?

We are already winners in our hearts.
Altho we can't show it to everyone, we can feel it and that feeling is strong.
Altho outsiders see that we didn't get anything back, we all know how much sweat & tears we've put in.

So we should be proud of ourselves right?
Because we all have matured and we have thought selflessly.

& thanks jeslin & piggy for being there when the world crashed on me.
so excruciating in here.

to *you:
you are the best person in the whole world & i'm lucky to have you...
and just like if one day, smth happened,the feeling will be the same as how i felt today...
just want to let you know although i don't show it, you are a part of me...